Every freaking song reminds me of you. You keep appearing in my mind, more than usual. I can't stop reminiscing of what we had. You mean so much to me and yet, I'm just someone who will never reach you. Fat hopes, gera. Hahah.

I lost everything, how can I not feel lonely without you mentally supporting me anymore.
You used to be my strength and motivation, I guess the wrong I did was falling in love with you. I could have avoided it, I could have. But I didn't, instead I spent time with you and found myself fully immersed with '' you ''. You were amazing I guess.

I can't say anything but watch you go away. Yes you are happy without me, my existance was nothing to you. Ok. You don't care. I wished you care lol.

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend.

IDK LOL.

I don't like internet friend onlyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Ok. Nothing to talk about this post. ALOT LAH OK.

BYE.

Good morning ^^

I'm geraldine and i have woke up @ 8am.

My body clock isn't screwed anymore, so i love me.

Miak. Later going history class with inez ^^ SHE SO BAD.

Day 7 - Your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend/crush/love.

The most memorable one should be the one I still yearn for right now.

I know that it is a past, but there are still sleepless nights with me thinking about you.

Although it is lesser now compared to the past, I still want you as much.

You never knew how special you're, how all your flaws are what I love about you.

Your beautiful smiles and laughter, they never fail to light me up.

Although you left, and I have cried, I've learnt to pick myself up and promise myself not to dawn over you anymore.

Because I know that you'd never love me for who I'm.

Yeh, all these may seem nothing to you, but I still have to put my thoughts here.

Not to let you know, cause you won't.

As time passes I just hope that you're still going on happily.

And why are the things that I remember about you are just happy moments we have gone thru together and not the bad times.

:/?

Okay end. :)

Day 6 - A stranger.

Mmmm, don't really have much with anyone I don't know.

But well the worse I have ever gotten with a stranger was only getting a free touch, It was disgusting and I don't wish to be reminded of it.

Some more it was a female -_-, haha I wonder what's getting up with people now a days.

Flaunting your assets and pushing it on someone? Try harder.

Went out with inez koh on sunday, went to bugis hehehe.

We took pictures but she never upload :( miao.

Had koi, and I keep drinking OVALTINE. Thanks to bby. :@

Ji!!!! Anyway I have fall sick.... All I wanna do is rest at home and study.

I guess I ain't sleeping so early today, I shall sleep at night, around 5pm.... :/

I don't wanna be a pig who can't sleep well, its very unhealthy and I should eat more fruits.

Thanks HO JING CI.

Today - Went to english class @ Bishan.

The teacher was teaching crap again ^^

I think I self study better.. :/

Gotta go and study now.

But I wanna rant here first......

Very angry cause there's this person who only finds me when she finds the need to -_-

Which is damn annoying, cause you're already over and I don't give a fuck about you anymore.

Do what you want cause you don't mean anything to me anymore, I don't care what you meant to me last time, please just go away.

You make me feel disgusted at the way you act.

Please, grow up, you don't know anything about love so don't act like you are some fucking love expert. :)

Saying you want to change is for someone who show it with actions, not words.

Just go away and don't come back anymore.

Day 5 - Your dreams.

Dreams......

I used to want to be a policewoman HAHA. Ironic. But in the end I guess my personality just doesn't suit for this type of job that requires big responsibility :P

And then I wanted to be a astronaut.... cause it seemed really cool to just be able to travel to space.

Looking at the galaxy, and seeing this world in another manner. I could just imagine gazing at the milky way!!! But in terms of academic wise, I don't have the qualities.

Okay, now, dreams. REAL DREAMS I DREAM ABOUT AT NIGHT.

The greatest impression I had in a dream was trying to pee in a cartoon toilet.

It was damn epic I swear, couldn't even pee. Woke up and realized that it was only a dream.

:(

The other one was.... um, it's kinda stupid.

Plunging down 100+ stories :o

And I thought I died. Wow. Scary dream. :/

Well that's all.

Went out with my baby today, bought matching clothes together ^-^v

Had a happy day with him. Hehe.

And I just returned from ave 8's mac with my sister.

Just when I said I wanted to lose weight.... Fat geraldine stop eating.

End off with my post, I love doremon!!!! Hehe.

Day 4 - Your sibling.

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Hi.



Hey I have this best sister ever and i promise to treat her better.

:) I love you sister.

Anyway I think I'm very fat and I've to start losing weight.

Hahaaa. Fat geraldine so fat. :D

I hope to turn my bodyclock back.... Why isit so screwed up? Like 1234567 I can't sleep well.

And I've decided to be a good girl and study with my best friend Inez.

SHE IS THE BEST.

I want to study and get good grades, I'm very motivated to do all these stuffs.

Stop gaming!!!! Throw the computer away.

X.X

I hate feeling this way, ........ abit stressed out with him.

I always wake up feeling guilty....... Cause I wake very late then very awkward.

What time should I sleep today?.... hmmm.

Bad sorethroat+headache+fever.

I want to get well..... but I'm having heaty stuff everyday.

:(

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Aww they are awesome. Lol.

Hmm my dad's good to me, but he's always not at home :'( kinda miss him though....

My mom's the best ^^ although she is very stingy......... But she shower lots of love on me.

I share almost everything with her and she will be like....... listening like my friend.

I love you mom.

:D

Day 2 - Your crush.

Which? I have alot of crushes in the past.

:)

The one I loved most hurt me the most.

100+ hearts thrown away.

Day 1 - Your best friend.

I have a best friend name inez koh hui xuan.

We've been friends for quite a long time and i really cherish the friendship with her.

We eat, laugh, gossip, chat, taunt people and do all those crazy stuffs together that no one could even imagine <3.

Thanks for coming into my life best friend :)

.

lol.

Am happy nao again. ^^
This is so lame lame lame lame lame lame lame.
But hi jon hi jon hi jon hi jon.
Am sorry :(
我爱你^^.

Sorry for mia! :)

Hi, Geraldine is back with smiles and laughter.
I've got alot to talk, but i won't louliluosuo here one okeh.
'o' Respect me hor, I not so buayba la ^^ i respect you and vice versa.
Ok so hi, after such a long time of tiredness and many activites of my life,
I shall update my life to myself k.
Movies watched recently: G.I Joe, Where got ghost,
Orphan, TurningPoint(LaughingGore).
OK.
I went for the course arranged by edwin, Starting on wednesday.
Guess what, watched g.i joe again.
LOL, abit boring cause i caught the action once :@.
Amk, homed. Tired no time sleep sad:(.
Then hor i tell you i thursday i wake up i still need go the course do one ship.
:( Tired, THEN HOR. Friday go rock climbing fun but i fall down ok!
Never climb to the top, wanted to try again but too late.
Rain help me one ^^.
Ok, home-d Again using your common sense I'M TIRED.
Ok Today saturday, also tired you know?!?!
Then still come here say my story leh.
Ok la, louliluosuo.
Shall talk about this tired day today !! Hehehe.
I WOKE UP @ 7 O CLOCK ON A SATURDAY MORNING. (Yawn)
OK REACHED THE SCHOOL @ 7.55 & was first? Pro ok.
The assembly time 745, before 8 must reach everyone wait zhunzhun the time.
8 COME. Then the bus bring us to the dragonboat there ah.
Come let the sun eat me.
Hehe. The sun very nice to me, give me one red patch at my two hand.
Let me electrocified for the whole day.
Dk is what, but hor i go canoe-ing sia.
I so sadded and suay lor:(
Go to the middle of the sea, dk what reason also.
Behind me one fall first, then of course the boat capsize ma.
Unbalanced. (Pivot and gravitational strength unbalanced)
HOSEH! I FALL INTO THE SEA.
BEST TIME OF MY LIFE.
Can at deep place hor then at there float leh, so cute.
LOL you use your brain think you know why already ok.
:) If you read until here i say you patient la clap la.
Never read leh, your problem ok. Want see picture right.
DONT SEE MY BLOG LA:@ LOL JK. ^^
ok la then after that go home lor...
My shoe spoil lor then i no shoe lor then i walk in the sun lor.
Then carry canoe carry here carry there lor so tired lor.
:( Go home prepare go out.
Go fareast lor.
Then kathy and wanting and elisca at my house meet me lor.
So sweet lor.
I tou pai them lor.

Aiyo so cute sia, This one my two xingan baobei ok.
One call studio another call elisca^^.
I love you two Small and cute.
k la dont angry hor pigu only la. 'o' "

So continue my louliluosuo story hor.
Dont like go away '-\/-'
o
Then we eat never paizhao this time.
Dk if can put me and the wt picture..
Nvm wt no angry you pretty okeh:).
Hi wo de wanting, ni shi ai<3.


199, Though this is only the beginning.
It's a new start.

To a hyprocrite.
Oh hi ^^ scared i say you ah?
Hmm, no need behind me so many drama.
Infront one good person, pls don't be fake -.- Pissing me off.
Don't take my good for granted, im not being stupid alr -.- ''.

Out with kathy.

Went out with kaiting, accompany her to buy her things.
Then eat ^^.
The dk wd MOF. LOL.
Will upload pictures later 'o'. lol.

^^

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I @ HOME WITH Wt&Kt! :)

='(

lol.
short post.
i very LL. -.-
hahaha.

K HI.

Bored till post one more time HEH!

I'm fuck fuck tired of staying @ home -.-.
zzzzz.
Lol and i'm tired of everytime i'm alone and i start thinking again.
Aiya disappear la. Nothing can stop these things revolving in my mind.
ME M.I.A FRM COMP!
After these post la :@
You think wd i like that gone meh.
Wlao i want rant to someone:(
!@)*!$)*!#)$
I miss my friends!!!!!! Aw:'(
I want laugh la!!!!
sadsadsadsad, :"(

Shag.

Hihi!!!! :D
VERY TIRED.
Went out with leeleelonglongneko ytd ^^.
Watched orphan @ Marina. Lol.
Then home-d @ 10plus.
Thanks fr today neko, luv's!

Geez, i'm back:)
Holymama, many things happened.
I opened this blog to pour out my sadness, miserable and everything:(
Fr the time being it's unhappiness cause i'm so called "suay".

- Problems!
●School!
●Friendship problem.
●Family.

Things're going wrong for me. -Shakes head- Lol.
Hot shit. But i'll get over it soon! Hee. :)
I luv my group, eggwk. :P
Forever and always! Lol!

☺ !!!!!

The right key to open my heart.